Y.S.A - Close To Me lyrics

Move forward, my mind telling me push deeper Pretty nervous of being face to face with Grim Reaper My chin speak up, never will it tone down On this microphone, I'm just tryna create my own sound Brooklyn my hometown, seen a lotta shady sh*t Like having bestfriends, plotting on plugging in my lady hips One year after 86', do the math trick I'm on my spazz sh*t, f*ck wit it or get ya a** kicked Believe there's more to me, maturally I just like to smile a lot, it helps with hiding my insecurities Confident I oughta be Much so, when I bust flow I'm allowed to be rude and WHAT UP HOE!!!! Writing in a gusto, whirlwind s*uts go, crazy but they can't break the bond of me and my girlfriend I run this sh*t til the world ends, first shooter Aiming for #1 cuz second's always the first loser Speak witty, my mind telling me right better Whats ya salary, u ain't f*ckin wit the right cheddar You nice, never, I doubt it by a long shot Chatting wit this freak just waiting ta have they thong popped Should I f*ck wit it or let it be Boyfriend number 2, rapper version of Pleasure P She only f*ckin wit u cuz u in the music bizz Said it made her horny watching Brooklyn Lights Official Vid Man I don't trust these hoes I don't show em love for nothing, but u surely quick ta f*ck em Quick ta call it quits when u find out this b*tch is cuffin Wit a ni**a wit a 6 figure deal legally hustin U got tht b*tch tellin u step ya game up Competing wit dude and she giving you both the same f*ck Maybe so... Main reason why the girl I got is way better than f*ckin round wit this shady hoe Keep grinding my faith is telling wrk harder On the low, I been tryna impress my birth father Let him know that I been giving all I got, so when I mention him in any song, it forces him to smirk larger The proud father face when he hear me rap Even tho he told me my first project was nearly crap Ever since then I never been the same, I was rapping off pain Cuz I ain't wanna take my lady back Long Story, criticism, I take it poorly I kinda rather they NOT comment, than call it corny But Thas my reality of it all Having high insecurities but still I rap it off I know this girl is feeling me, I'll let her jack me off But it ain't worth it, she'll be gon if my higher digits disolve So is this what its suppose to be Here goes my venting pot pouring some holy from the groceries