Xzibit - 1983 lyrics

I had the right to sublurr, because they ache one stick I saw five to six million but, yo, that ain't really sh** It was supposed to be different, we were supposed to write out But tumach shot his girl, then shot himself in the mouth Then the steady game form very soon fell apart Because when you just doing all, the loyalty in your heart Slight catch a long hymn on all these n***as Forgetting where they're coming from And they're slowing down, wait a minute, what we're running from? This what we're supposed to do, here's where we're supposed to be I hated MTV for trying to play me like a mockery But that don't bother me, I just fulfill my f**ing contract Small price to pay just to take a piece of my back My back, backfire, a**a**ination of my character Just dema**ing me in the America My younger sister, Erika, just adopted a child My older brother served fifteen, he made it out Even though my father loved me, I ain't seen him for a while Had to fight my baby, b**h, give me my n***a now Cause I'm running out of time and I need him to understand The way a superior man had build a brand n***as talk about my taxes, had to pay, I consemn I'm surviving cause the lines a** crooked in the hand Heartbreak, disappointment, my mother died when I was nine I just wanted to join her Now I miss to join her, get to California I got something for you to do, it was like I was annoying Resurrected, found my purpose, I remember being dragged Being nervous when I would kick my verses I was virtually worthless, my whole life was a circus I was sleeping with serpents and I thought it is worth it Got a call from Paul, told me sh** isn't working Exchange words, told me tell me that sh** in person He probably told him, and by the way did he said it On a prolijetic twisted made about him I see Slim and he said he didn't recognize me Was it that or did he let another man to find me? I don't know, but now I gotta get this all behind me Follow my calling when I used to follow n***as blindly I wish I had a better relationship with my uncles Blood relatives I could turn to when I'm feeling trouble And talk about my struggles My uncle John Nail, he only put me on the phone With different females And this is such a such, nephew, tell me, what's up? Ain't even ask about your man in Cali, growing up f**, I drink it all and I smash the bottle Self medicated numb, but I'm a feel it tomorrow It feel like pain and sorrow was like a second skin But now that pain was gone I got my second win Only the strong live long, you better settle in I'm fighting for ever, I will never let the devil win 1983, that's when my journey begins I searched every word for stritting, only find it within This for me and my kid, still trying to live Living life to the fullest 'till I see you again