XXXTENTACION - Snow lyrics

[Verse 1: XXXTENTACION] I see Black skies, and white lies I'd rather be Dead, filling my head with different enemies Thoughts consuming me Fueling my insecurities(as the ground right under me) Crumbles if it wasn't there It's too much My hearts crushed I'm not alive I won't allow myself happiness because it's all lies I've seen the pain I run away so many times d**h and I are companions He's here at all times I won't love Won't trust I won't die I can't feel but managed to steal your heart, love It's dirt poor and I f** who*es who want love It seems that anything offered can be enough but It's time Body falls so I don't know who to call at all And my heart can't take on my broken soul ...I'm so f**ing numb My life has succumb to hate, Trinidad Alone, in the snow