XXXTENTACION - Cutthroat lyrics

(Intro) "Moses said to the Gadites and Reubenites, “Should your fellow Israelites go to war while you sit here? Why do you discourage the Israelites from crossing over into the land the Lord has given them? This is what your fathers did when I sent them from Kadesh Barnea to look over the land. After they went up to the Valley of Eshkol and viewed the land, they discouraged the Israelites from entering the land the Lord had given them. The Lord's anger was aroused that day and he swore this oath: ‘Because they have not followed me wholeheartedly, not one of those who were twenty years old or more when they came up out of Egypt will see the land I promised on oath to Abraham, Isaac and Jacob— not one except Caleb son of Jephunneh the Kenizzite and Joshua son of Nun, for they followed the Lord wholeheartedly." ( Verse 1) I'm used to be in the cut, clandestine I'm used to being in the front "Hey it's that Guy" That's right I'm your local hero like Popeye or Popeyes Quiet storms become hurricanes now everyone pop eyed Looking crazy like whose got the answers Don't look at me God be my second in this I didn't plan this I promise I didn't plan this But the longer I ignored the music and the mic The more I felt the strife of a false life How do you do it? I could ask the same of you Don't you get tired of the Boo Woo's And Boo Boo's From that fakeness Suddenly you tight lip Yeah right,you the G I'm the wimp Must got me fooled I told you once I'm not the Light, barely even a pastor I'm just trying guide the wolves and the sheep into the Pasture Just trying help the ignorant folks make to the Rapture Just trying make your fire expand faster Just trying ease your deep pain with the laughter (Outro) Are you even, Alive?