Xordeal - Left Me To Die lyrics

How could things run out of control so quick and unforeseen? We lost ourselves in a personal war, an unnecessary ridiculousity All my attempts to reach you were bound to fail I raised no accusations because I always thought: "What you didn't know when you said goodbye Was that you left me to die" You never saw my pain, the tears that I cried You never heard me scream in the black of the night You never understood my thoughts You never made me feel human I saw myself decay Helplessly drowning deeper I feasted myself at my agony Growing my hate stronger because Perhaps you knew when you said goodbye That you left me to die Now that I gained some insight To the corrupted soul of yours The only feeling I feel Is eternal hate for you Your heartlessness is disgusting Can you still look in the mirror? - I doubt But you keep telling me 'bout moral You, a monster without a conscience Now I'm sure when you said goodbye You knew you left me to die