Xiu Xiu - Dear God, I Hate Myself lyrics

Despair will hold a place in my heart a bigger one that you do do do and I will always be nicer to the cat than I am to you you you you dear God, I hate myself dear God, I hate myself and I will never be happy and I will never feel normal don't ask me if this line is about you what do they do there tonight tonight? why do they go there alright alright? why do they live there tonight tonight? and why do they live at all alright alright? dear God, I hate myself dear God, I hate myself and I will never be happy and I will never feel normal why do they live there tonight tonight? and why do they live there at all alright alright? flip off the mirror as protest who the F-word are you you you? and I will never be happy and I will never feel normal dear God, I hate myself dear God, I hate myself