X - I Don't Give A f** lyrics

People tell me to get over it so i try to,- But they don't understand me 'n i have noone to cry to,- I'm embara**ed,-'n i'm too scared to tell anyone that i'm bein' hara**ed,- 'n plus see-i feel like there's noone who's trusty,- Livin' constantly paranoid i wonder if this is how life must be,- It disgusts me,-'n i wonder am i the only one who feels this way is it just me,- I think i'ma always be a loser 'cause i never can beat this game or pa** in this in'''dustry,- So i just continue to mourn in lament 'n cry-with scorn 'n resent 'n try,- To relieve the pain but i refuse to show remor'''se 'n repent 'n lie,- Like i care so haters start hopin' i may show recour'''se in dissent 'n die- Makin' sure all the pent'''up anger 'n the hate remains still 'n suppressed,- Strugglin' to cope with my life 'n'''the danger 'n abate the pain feelin' depressed,- I'm just insecure and restricted 'cause i feel pride,- And i still hide,-all my internal feelings 'cause i'm too afraid to show my real side,- But i try to reveal the way i real'''ly'''feel to show glorious god,- My unrestricted feelings but i'm suspectin' he's'''still a notorious fraud,- Either that or i'm crazy 'cause i cry out for help alone in my room where there's noone,- But it seems like i'm just talkin' to myself*echo 3 times*myself, myself, i'm so done- Life's so sad 'n rough,-'n i'm tired of waitin' 'n hopin' the obstacles in my life will move aside better,- I've had enough,-so i plan to rest in peace just as soon as i finish my suicide letter,- *chorus* My life IS a waste 'n yeah i may still live in a muck,- But no matter what i still ain't never givin' a f** Yeah i don't give a f**, i don't give a f** I'm a sh**ty/terrible rapper 'n i can't write songs but i don't give a f**, i don't give a f**! I'm a little punk a** p**y b**h 'n i cry too much but i don't give a f**!, yeah i don't give a f**! I'm just an unintelligent hater who has nothin' better to do but i don't give a f**! All i do is masturbate 'cause i can't get p**y but i don't give a f**!,- I'm just some nerd with no life so i may as well die but i don't give a f**! Yeah i don't give a f**!,-f** everybody i don't give a f**! I'm tired of people tellin' me what to do and screamin' at me,- I'm tired of smilin' when i ain't even happy,- 'n it shows but only when i'm alone when i leave 'n badly-begin to try grievin' sadly,- 'n these other people don't seem to understand or care about me they're so naive 'n happy,- So i heave 'n madly-lash out at everyone 'cause noone cares that i'm wounded deep 'n badly,- 'n i don't know how else to relieve myself so i just continue weepin' sadly,- I get weak 'n sappy,-'cause my future's dim so my life's just so bleak 'n crappy,- All my life so far i've been a loser i just want to be winnin' so bad,- Stuck in this slump i've been in so sad,- Frustrated tenaciously holdin' a grudge 'n hangin' onto my pen 'n no pad,- (no pad-note pad) Tryin' to relieve the pressure 'n the stress,-i attempt to weather 'n repress- While i get sh** off my mind 'n reveal treasure in the chest- To prove i'm better then the best-i allow simple minded people to measure 'n a**ess- The real ill sk** i reveal when i compose songs''''metic'''ulously 'n def'''inin''''clever 'n finesse- So i'm constantly reminded of my past struggles instead of alterin' what'''muh sick'''view is even if i en''''deavor in success (muh - my) In other words i'ma always keep it real when i spit,- Even if i don't get a buzz 'n noone's feelin' my sh**,- But as of late i've been wonderin' if it IS my only purpose to write,- I'm strugglin' with internal battles but i don't feel any urges to fight,- I don't feel like rehearsin' verses tonight,- I'm tryin' to bring my curses to light- But they're so dark 'n i've lost the will 'n desire,- The awakened potential i've felt in me is gone the feelin' has tire'''d,- 'n i feel like it's time for me to quit 'n retire,- I'm sick of workin' myself to d**h just for this money i try to get 'n acquire,- I'm done spittin' the fire-i've written to try to- Do somethin' meaningful with my life but instead i'm just livin' to die a,- Pointless d**h everyday of my life is the same bullsh** on a daily basis,- I'm startin' to hate every human in existence i think i may be racist,- Dealin' with such a''''monotnous strife cycle,- When i was young i aspired for a different life''''but not this life style,- Walkin' everywhere with my tail down,-i must be hellbound,- I guess life's just so sad 'n rough,- But i ain't gonna put up with this bullsh** anymore i've had enough,- I'm done wastin' my years,-constantly tastin' my tears,- So i'ma start facin' my fears,-now... *chorus* My life IS a waste 'n yeah i may still live in a muck,- But no matter what i still ain't never givin' a f** Yeah i don't give a f**, i don't give a f** I'm a sh**ty/terrible rapper 'n i can't write songs but i don't give a f**, i don't give a f**! I'm a little punk a** p**y b**h 'n i cry too much but i don't give a f**!, yeah i don't give a f**! I'm just an unintelligent hater who has nothin' better to do but i don't give a f**! All i do is masturbate 'cause i can't get p**y but i don't give a f**!,- I'm just some nerd with no life so i may as well die but i don't give a f**! Yeah i don't give a f**!,-f** everybody i don't give a f**! What you think of me is all'''in ya head,- So think of that next time before you diss me on your installed internet 'cause your words mean nothin' to me so you can call me anything you like it doesn't phase me,- Call me sick call me ill call me crazy Call me dick call me real call me lazy ...you may even call me'''a piece'''of sh** 'n hope it offends me,- But it doesn't so you'''release'''a fit 'n throw it against me,- Yeah i don't care i'm dissin' everyone 'n anyone'''still in my sh** list will get it,- 'cause i'm''''real when i spit this ill sh** it- Doesn't matter if you're retarded or special i'm dissin' everyone,- I'm pissed 'n ready son,-if you come up to me lookin' for trouble you'll end up missin' everyone- Of ya limbs so there's no pieces left of your dead body intact,- While i'm burnin' you alive's the only time you're gonna be hot 'cause everything you've said's sloppy 'n whack,- I'll destroy you, 'cause i don't give a f** 'n i ain't gonna lie like drake 'n say i started from the very bottom,- But i'ma be real for myself 'n be straight up my life isn't very awesome,- My life IS a waste 'n yeah i may still live in a muck,- But no matter what i still ain't never givin' a f** Yeah, i don't give a f**, if you don't like me then f** you i don't give a f** Yeah, i don't give no f**s, f** everybody f** Her, f** him, f** you, f** them,-f** everyone I don't give a f** i'm tired of this,- Desire to diss,-i'm so exhausted from talkin' and i'm pissed,- I'm a real artist i don't have any excuses-for me there is no'''recourse like i'm too sick,- I'm headed towards a dead end but still i feel no'''remorse for my music- Love it or hate it i don't care,- I'll k** you 'n i am not in the mood to deal with bullsh** so don't say that i won't dare- I have no patience to spare- I've had it up to here,- So go ahead 'n push me pussies 'cause i don't give a f** f** all you!