X the Unknown Variable - All Torn Up lyrics

[Verse 1: X the Unknown Variable] Look into her eyes, to her, no surprise This is absolutely no trick or disguise, huh In this city, you see beauty, Palm trees and Long Beach, Hollywood movie stars and broad Streets, broad streets that are engraved with names, like Engagement rings, I guess they're engaged to fame Soon to be married, only "beautiful" wed 'Til do you part? Man, I'd rather be dead These standards of beauty are being falsified, What ever Happened to looking at was on the inside Our women lied to, and some even die, too I just hope, the truth, the rest will find soon Contemplate suicide in a different fashion Looking at yourself before d**h, like, "What happened?" She sees the opposite of what I know is wrong, I'm Not going to let her break into swan song [Hook] Black teardrops with animal blood mixed Mixed right in, she's just getting her fix Fix everything, though nothing is broken All these heartless critics just watch as she's choking x2 [Verse 2: X the Unknown Variable] Fingers down her throat, as she chokes she provokes These feelings of happiness, her self is remote Her body's violated, she's intoxicated, every- Thing she had for dinner, she threw up after she ate it She's gotten used to that nauseous feeling she gets Looks in the mirror, "Not pretty enough yet" Never quit, never quit, she has to reach her goal I guess her life depends on that movie role How ironic, it's more like contradiction, never Did you think you'd read in Health that this would be an addiction An addict to madness, low self-esteem Lured to copied what she has seen on T.V With skeletons in her closet, she's one of them She keeps going at it fearing she'll lose the part again Role model on T.V. with the body to die For, girl, you know you're in store for... [Hook] [Verse 3: X the Unknown Variable] She was average size, she was on the verge of "thick" Her target wasn't "stick", now she looks f**ing sick Paler than any white on the spectrum of color Forced to begin with this habit by her mother I saw this beautiful girl, how absurd I tried to stop her, but my cried were not heard But then again, she was half-dead How can she stop when she began at age 10!? [Hook]