X|F - Seppuku lyrics

[Hook:] It was a Sunday morning, they both drowning in E&J They had each other but still needed that brief escape They both broken, thats a void that they could never fill But they coincide, living in the moment cuz of how it feels [Verse 1] He was masking all emotion joking knowing That he really f**in tryna hide the pain She she was swimming in the liquor tryna get the courage Just to mothaf**in cut her veins His Shirts stiff from tears that dried Emotions he couldn't keep inside Suicide that crossed they mind But Every time he close his eyes All he see, is his momma cryin His mamma said whats the point of living if you not here He didn't know it but that was somthing he had to hear All the work she did tryna raise you All by her self, and went back to school To get certified for a 9-5, just to feed you And keep you alive All the f**in love and things she provide And you contemplating your own demise Picture burring yo own child If he was To weak to just rise above Crushing everyone he ever knew and loved If He wasn't here she couldn't live with that The thought of d**h He wish retracted Selfish, inconsiderate Doesn't matter how dark it gets This is life n***a Deal with it [Hook:] It was a Sunday morning and they both drowning in E&J They had each other but still needed that brief escape They both broken thats a void that they could never fill But they coincide, living in the moment cuz they know its real [Verse 2] A certain sadness really sitting in her And her brother was her only father figure Cuz her father pa**ed, she was only little Now the crib raided, feds took the n***a Cuffed her momma and the n***a sleepin wit her She was devastated he was in the system Now her momma gotta notice for eviction So its hard for her to be optimistic She said the alcohol really make her just feel it all He tried to bring her back knowing that she already gone Too deep in the shadows existing in her cornered walls Thats when he noticed the healings that was up on her arms He said if you loved me dont do it no more Cuz I understand the shadows i been thru it before Before he told his-self that he wouldn't stick around But for the sake of her, still stayed down Because cuz it counts the most right about now Till one night he caught her in the kitchen blade to the wrist Vein bouta split, life bouta slip Thinkin what the f** are you doing b**h!? She said you can go back in the room Imma be there soon But from that view Man He just knew, that that wasn't true All the effort put in was a waste of time Cuz she contemplating her own demise So he walks to her, hands her the knives He Said i love you, but before you decide To cut too deep and bleed out and die Think of everyone that you'll k** inside [Hook:] It was a sunday morning, and they both drowned in E&j They had each other but still needed that brief escape They both broken and thats a void that they could never fill But they both died, living in the moment, cuz sh**