Wretch 32 - I Just Don't Know (SMH) lyrics

Yeah, should I pull down my trousers and throw up gang signs or Perform to a crowd that's got their hands high? Sure We're diamonds in the dirt by a land mine The amount of lives we're losing over land is at a landslide, yeah Still I roll in my diamonds, I'm the son of a gun, don't k** me for shining Don't k** me for rising I swear every time my phone's going off today, it's pissing me off Man, I should turn it off today cause I'm just going off today I told a gyal about a bumbaclart But little does she know that she broke my heart I'm riding round looking heartless in my skin Circle full of fire, try and put on my ring See, we can go to dinner and do all them nice things But she might put me off if she don't wanna put in I heard beauty's skin-deep and I can see it now Hundred bags later, can I see a pound? I just don't know I hear the label ain't feeling my wave no more See, I just keep recording, I don't play no more The fans have been patient, they can't wait no more I'm from a bottomless pit where they didn't make no floors And it's a dog eat dog world, and I don't rate your paws And all the big fish have to take on Jaws And I've been snapping on 'em, dropped out meat, I'm eating snapper on 'em Match goal, keep a clean sheet and look dapper on 'em Man don't send me sh** beats cause I ain't rapping on 'em Fans ain't heard us be frank since Channel Orange I just don't know I mean we're cheating at the top like we need a loss The FIFA guy resigned, that's a three and off Everybody's out here just tryna be a boss When you don't have a week there, you take the weekend off And when he be long, you'll never be where he belongs Some will say they're clean-hearted on some evil songs Shows her face at each party tryna keep a god Girl, drop down and get your eagle on And when you get back up, there won't be no love left You asked me for some time so I gave you one s** Now it's "f** Wretch", status update, upset Got addicted to this life until I got a drug test I just don't know Looks like the theme parks are turning into Final Destination Good thing I didn't take a ride to elevation Good ting I didn't take a flight to desperation Got a first cla** request and I declined the invitation Now my hair's growing, so I might lock it Looking spiritual, feeling iconic If you live for it, you should die for it, man It's k**ing me inside so I gotta write on it I just don't know I just don't know