Wraith - Emotionally decapitated by the guillotine lyrics

Here i am again with the blade at my throat Nothing goes right and i lost all my hope How to k** yourself without a gun or a rope Love a girl that points at you and calls you a joke Welcome to my world, this happens a lot Lost more than money ever bought I can only talk about my feelings to my dogs I don't believe in the idea of a god Emotionally decapitated by the guillotine All the pain slowly k**ing me Every blade is still in me God is just not real to me Why are girls so f**ing mean Stepping on my hopes and dreams The end result is a broken me Everything took its toll on me