Drowned into deepness of Abstract life unforeseen daylight at the end corridors of life tunnel suffocating atmosphere of inner cosmos collapsing neurosis detestation overflow nausea to worthless mankind rejection and ignorence to normal life absorbing life energy exhausted morbid dilemma and world of depressivity lonely isolation to outer world eternal cold misantrophy mental dissappear exit from life horizons of grey mourning autumn despair falls on shades of twilight awakening into own funeral mist reach the faded afterlife