Wish For Wings - Hourgla** lyrics

I lay awake with my thoughts they are haunted A place that I have dwelled but have never departed I see a new sun but is it a new day? Wrecked and wrestles collapsed and in decay I can't escape from the falling of silence Take another breathe of my mere existence The same thing that keeps me awake and feel alive Is the same thing that makes me wanna die I'm a slave, I'm alone, losing my sanity Chasing time, spiraling down, trapped in this reality Have a spent my whole life waiting? Every piece of me is falling apart I'm like a sh** without an ocean I can't set sail till theirs light in a sea of dark Endless nights I am running in circles Taking all things negative I keep them inside This place has never felt like home I'm a waist, unrested and there's no place to hide Can't you see from my bloodshot eyes My will for life has weakened and it's hard to revive Is my sun setting, has it rising above me? Hoping that there's more out there than this I can't remain In this f**ing hole Locked in my mind I'm a fortress There's no way out from here