William Finn - Trina's Song (March of the Falsettos) lyrics

[TRINA] I'm tired of all the happy men who rule the world Their smile, their smile's their pedigree They smile, but not for me I'd like a chance to hide In their world I'm happy, but I'm not at ease with that whole world There's trust–he lets me move And lust–which I approve I need those cra** Indulgent stares; He pats my a** And says he cares The smile will come at will But still... I'm not exactly happy Though he's absolutely nice And he caters to my family Sometimes for a price But he's co*ky and he's charming Funny as the day is long And he's mine What's so wrong? I'll be absolutely faithful; He may go and play the field I'll stay home and smile at Jason All ambivalence concealed He must tell me how he loves me Make it seem like he's inspired And I'll roar Like I'm wired I'll explore what I'm feeling Accept what I'm feeling is tired I'm tired So tired of all the happy men who rule the world I'll laugh–then watch us fade I'll laugh, then fire the maid I'm sick to try I'm too prepared I'm duly warned And newly scared My life is now on trial: I smile