Wildabeast - Corruption lyrics

[Verse 1: Austin Rapbaum] Let me out of my mind yeah I'm trapped in a box Stuck and confined by this cage and this lock Going crazy mental fading a lot Someone aid me I need saving from my Own self, no help Rap game, Michael Phelps I'm swimming in her And my conjecture Is that I'll brake after this elixir I said, do you get the picture When you get the mixture Double cup of liquor Plus a couple swishers Think I'm such a spinster (Something more sinister) I'll probably end up in the dirt Self-medication is a statement Of my mental state and that it's breaking I'm feeling vacant in my brain man Guess I'm saying that I'm paving A path To my own destruction It doesn't matter what the function Cause I always got a substance And it's gonna get me bumping Or at least get me something More than nothing Asking how did I get s**ed in Was above it now I couldn't put enough in Must be cause the d** got a suction It s**s man to witness your own corruption But I'm blunted [HOOK] Always thought I wanted to let go Now I don't know how to take hold (I'm slippin) Often wonder if I've lost control If so it's too late though 2x [Verse 2: Austin Rapbaum] I could always take another drink man What you thinking If it's swim or sink then I'll be clinging Never be the weakest link in All the clinking Like the gla** that breaks from the singing So I'll be downing these drinks all night And I'll be drowning in gin and Sprite Find me soaring like I'm in flight Eyes wide open like I've seen the light Ain't a fiend alright I just need these like I'm diseased so appease what I plead in spite Of your beliefs pre conceived they may be imprecise Leave me be to believe that I'll be alright Even if I'm not probably shouldn't stop Cause I brag a lot and I don't flip flop Plus my brains on mute due to this brew Look the same but review my screws is loose EVEN THOUGH HE'S TRASHED He's still rockin it x7 Damn right I'm still rocking it And I'm not stopping b**h Tell me what my options is Then we're moving on from this Forget what obnoxious is Every time I'm on the sh** Me and my conglomerates Cease for lost consciousness [Hook] Always thought I wanted to let go Now I don't know how to take hold (I'm slippin) Often wonder if I've lost control If so it's too late though 3x