Wild truth - The River lyrics

Not all the glitter is gold I'm tired of feeling the mold Was it for real? Or for show? I got my back to the walls. It's been weighting on me But I'm back here where I should be Can't keep staring at the sun Desperate days in hand But I just can't shake the feeling Things seemed better off before I've been awake too long, Chasing in the river Now it's gone, just what I counted on I've been afraid too long Can't pull the trigger, No right, no wrong I'm right where I belong Oh ooh oh