Wifisfuneral - Fallen Soldier / Nobody lyrics

Fallen Soldier [Verse] Okay like, heaven couldn't find me I was lost up in the dark Thumbin' through my blue hundreds My depression's such a cause Smoke my life between the vapors, God almighty swear I'm anxious Split skin pick I'm waitin' Hope you find me when I decide the day is over Hang it on your shoulder hoping that you could notice, okay lets go I was posted by my grave Hey bae come lay with me, like won't you take the day with me Your feelings in tune with the mood, so don't you move from your spot I hold you down like a lock, throw away the key to your lock And if we die then so what, rose grow from the concrete and such P.S. to this letter, life s**s Might die from the tip of my gun, blow off my sh** cause it's fun That afterlife what we want, but when we gone it means nothin' So watch me burn and just crumble A fallen soldier who couldn't, that proof is right in the pudding I crack the fortunate the cookie hoping that nooky could save me I contemplate on life daily, hoping I could meet the maker And if the maker could save me I hope he got a little spot that we can kick it though Gold seats inside the Chevy, yeah Impala pick and roll pick and roll Hope you play wid it, grab that gun then you sprayin' sh** Hoping that you don't spray this b**h, yeah [Outro] Okay I'm lost in my mind, aye Trapped up in my thoughts, aye This ain't what you want okay, this life is such as war okay I'm lost in my mind, okay Trapped up in my thoughts, okay This ain't what you want yeah, my life is just a- Nobody [Verse 2] Whatchu gon' do when this falls And then your back against the wall, no one to call for comfort Dawg, see I been going through it all just to get sh**, split kick it I'm tired of waiting for a f**in' shot for when Like I ain't too far from them, I'm too far from a spot when Listen, I was broke, piss poor liquor store blues who*es in the valley, they just wanna give it all And we just yellin' figaro Crisp Nike Airs with the jumpsuit Oh, watch the fledges come through Bum brush through your trap heavily It's the belly of the beast I hope Satan's not f**ing mad at me Living life in a tragedy Living life oh so lavishly (?) Breaker can't handle him Listen, I'm in Havel's pit All up with a angel tip watch as the angle (?) Angle em' breaking sh** Champion flow that save a b**h Can't f** with none of y'all n***as I'm out here Kurt Cobain'in sh** I swear to God I hope Jesus could clean my plate with a picture But if it's worth a thousand words then I'm just blind to the distance Blinded aim with a pistol Maybe my conscience won't like me I take it off to the mental But if I am just who I hate then tell me why I won't let go Back stabbed in the (?) Hit a hundred then k** a b**h Melting within the acid trip Listen, I fade back to my memory Fade it back never mention me Her (?) wanted some pa**ion pa**ion juice for the mood Depression built within the basket Water drop my tears in the puddle leaking just like a fountain Don't you know that I'm the same n***a Rolling with the same motive Money over everything I gotta keep the game focused Roll a number 9 with the shot but to my left I'm peeping (wade open?)