Cup up in my pain like I'm Cris [Chorus] This my suicide note Suicide doors Gold noose around my neck b**h I had to let it go This my suicide note Suicide doors Gold noose around my neck b**h I had to let it go This my suicide note Suicide doors Gold noose around my neck b**h I had to let it go This my suicide note Suicide doors Gold noose around my neck b**h I had to let it go