Widow Sunday - Symbiont lyrics

I sense my soul again so let me breathe My mind reconnects the lines that fade I sense my soul again so let me breathe My mind reconnects the lines that fade I've become the avatar of everything you wanted to see Wore my mask and played the role Of a fool who thought it'd all be worth the pain A black heart smeared with good intentions Only masks the scars of a vapid existence Blinded I made the sacrifice On my knees it all comes into focus I sense my soul again so let me breathe My mind reconnects the lines that fade I sense my soul again so let me breathe My mind reconnects the lines that fade Silence, praise be the blessed silence Takes me to a new plane of thought and resistance Now the choice is who to eliminate Myself or this parasite That's leeching me away inside Piece by piece Constantly with you it never ends Blood boils in these rusted veins I stand at the precipice No more will I stand and No more will I stand and cower Before you I'm released from agony From everything I tried to repress Why it took so long to realize you were drowning me I'll never know I'll never know why it took so long To realize you were drowning me I guess I'll never know The time has come for separation from this curse The reason I have now begun to hate myself You're not worth the pain we caused each other everyday I'll be fine when I walk away