WICCA PHASE SPRINGS ETERNAL - Actually, Was Always You lyrics

[Verse 1: Wicca Phase Springs Eternal] I miss that real place that my body getting slower I was with that like in that I really could control her See my legs all shut down and my eyes rushing now You were acting like you're onto me again It's like a different kind of feeling in the background It's like I want it for myself so put your hands down It's like I really I feel it climbing on my shoulder It's like I know I'm more cause I can't even stand now [Verse 2: Famous Addonis] You were the only one that ever really loved it And I know that the only way they'll see that Is if I put the whole world on me But maybe even then they'll never see that Looking for you in the best way I could never see myself in first place We both remember the first day I was in love with you in the worst way Posted up in the room texting You hooking up with some in the bathroom I couldn't believe that you'd text him I was waiting for you to come back too It's not like I don't think about you everyday It's not like I don't think about you every way When I realized in the end that I was never bae I thought about the blood dripping through the sewage gate [Verse 3: Horse Head] It's not like I don't think about you everyday It's not like I don't think about you anyway I burned myself just like a candle flame Pull my heart out of chest and go insane I saw you at the rave, I haven't been the same You left me standing out in the pouring rain It's not that I don't love you, you just know better I wrote you a letter, return to sender