Callous, callous, callous I awake in this dream state, everyday runs together I am a hollow shell, colors and lights run together I don't feel My only defense is Sleep and the sleeplike Sleep and the sleeplike I awake in this dream state, everyday runs together I am a hollow shell, colors and lights run together This is beyond mediocrity, this is reality This is beyond apathy, this is giving up What hurts most is discovering all I believed in and fastened myself too are illusions, are illusions Callous, callous, callous, callous I awake in this dream state, everyday runs together I am a hollow shell, colors and lights run together As the world distracts and decays The only portion of it I know Distracts me And I begin I begin to decay Distract and decay Distract and decay The smell is overwhelming There is life off in the landscape I can see it through distortion and blur My legs are now dead weight I'll drag myself there if I have to The smell is overwhelming, there is life off in the landscape I can see it through distortion and blur My legs are now dead weight, I'll drag myself there If I have to My legs are now dead weight, I'll drag myself there if I have to My legs are now dead weight I'll drag myself there if I have to My legs are now dead weight I'll drag myself there if I have to My legs are now dead weight I'll drag myself there if I have to