Whatever It Takes - Apt. 2, 4 Am, Friday lyrics

Last night I watched my eyes turn blood red So yes, I should have never left this bed Went to visit with past friends But instead I wished this was how I'd never end And wished these eyes Would have closed Fell asleep Instead of exploration of closed doors That should stay that way And I I won't Let this horrific image Be so accessible again So visible again And as a constant reminder I wrote this song