[Intro:] Yeah this goes out to my junkie of a f**ing mother You know who doesn't want to make a f**ing difference And or not taking for the sh** our family went through serious I'm not even gonna blame you anymore dad Blaming for all them pains I worked from this, made it my game [verse 1: Weoponized] Its time to blame my mother of ho Its a shame for all the men she blows What make it worse is that her own son knows Acting like a family s*ut, shaken and shaken your bu*t All because you don't give a f** Liven' your life in the fast lane, everyone is gettin' tha blame You think life's a f**ing game, for you to be my mother it's a shame If you'd die id piss on your grave but thank you for life fantastic life you never gave I'm loving this life, coz I made it, ain't taken you sh** I'm spittin' and listenin' to tha rhymes, all I'm doing feels mega divine Makin' my old life mixed with my new life bind, f**in' oath it hasn't unbind All the d** you do is gettin' to your brain, your goin' insane, and for all you stand for is lame Its just a shame that you're not even tryna make a f**ing difference Start taking everything f**ing serious I'm over here speaking from my experience [Chorus:] I'm sick of the pain My life has been a fake It playin' with my brain Just been at many point where I'm about to break I'm goin' somewhere I'm sick of the pain My life has been a fake It's playin' with my brain Just been at many point where I'm about to break I'm goin' somewhere [verse 2: Weoponized] You are nothing but the poison is my veins I'm Makin' my stand, I'm Makin' these word you hate I see you taken' my bate, cos you don't know thats I want Don't talk down to me, I ain't the one with evil within Openin' up your s*uty legs, all tha men have in Bendin' you over like a rollercoaster You haven't yet realized that al tha men are usin' ya like a beer coaster Don't need to explain to me, I know all the excuses I really couldn't give f** now if I've seen you with bruises You're lookin' at me like what, don't even think that I'm gonna stop b**h this isn't usually my style, mother just sit back, have another fit, this could take a while Nothing you say is original, feast your ears s*ut, I'm so damn delectable , but you aren't acceptable I don't give a f** if I'm being mean, but it's about time you start listenin in How many people have said that all you do is start b**hin' within How the f** does it feel with your own son disowning you from your sin [Chorus:] I'm sick of the pain My life has been a fake It playin' with my brain Just been at many point where I'm about to break I'm goin' somewhere I'm sick of the pain My life has been a fake It's playin' with my brain Just been at many point where I'm about to break I'm goin' somewhere [verse 3: Weoponized] I ain't got no time for hoes like you Mother you can't even admit the sh** you put me through All you ever wanna do is to sit back and get drunk Whist openin up your legs getting every bloke smashin and bashin c*nt Usin' up your fits, coz you just can't deal with the sh**s Life's just breakin' to bits lettin' every bloke in like a groupie b**h Every time you breath you get a stich, crossed with an itch Acting like you know all the sh**, you are no god When it comes to you, you're just a fraud I spit this rhyme, sooner or later you'll realize in time And those times will combine Right that this second i'm feeling exceedingly well When the devils bells start to toll Satan's back! Not takin it back to when i just said that [Chorus:] I'm sick of the pain My life has been a fake It playin' with my brain Just been at many point where I'm about to break I'm goin' somewhere I'm sick of the pain My life has been a fake It's playin' with my brain Just been at many point where I'm about to break I'm goin' somewhere I'm sick of the pain My life has been a fake It's playin' with my brain Just been at many point where I'm about to break I'm goin' somewhere