Weoponized - I cant rest lyrics

I can't rest Over thinking everything dramatically I can see myself getting hurt potentially, it's hurting me I'm not going to let you leave, I've put my instincts aside Now it's my pride taking it's toll, sooner or later its gonna make me fall It's clear that i love you, but what am i meant to do? Leave you? Our relationship and shared memories What? Just so i can watch you break to ashes, if that was the case i can see my life burning to ashes and then crashes I can't rest Your last sent still lingers in brain, without me knowing you're okay is my pain But with no pain, i'll have no gain, everything i'm thinking can't be contained Only you can suppress this, what happens if it gets too dangerous? I can see you end up with a broken heart, but i don't want us part our own way Just so you know i'm always here f**ing stay, now you can put your bad thoughts away You know i'm always here for you, whether or not if i know what to do Don't ever think that no one gives a f** I know you know that you're wrong I don't mind if you spill your pain, if it helps you from going insane, insane to the membrane You just need someone who understand you, knows what f** you go through And knows when it's not the real you It's time to let go of all them nightmares, we both know they won't wanna fight fare You're holding over a thousand tears, well, me, i'm hoping that our end isn't near f** it i ain't putting the pen down, no i can do that Cos this is the deep sh** right Whilst hearing me out this may shed some tears, I've been waiting to feel like for years f** all you haters on what you think and same goes to your peers You can put down them hidden blade, burn out the flames and not live in pain Its time for you get some rest, when sun goes to its descend, let it not be the end But only let it be the end of another day Let your heart rest, slow down the rate, throw everything out that you hate, see everything your take bate Hopefully you'll thank me, but won't break me, but love me until such time Slowly let us have something that combine, something divine Going back to the past now I walked out, leaving you down and suffering Everything is around you was breaking I wouldn't even bother to tell you why But my feelings i have for you i f**ing can't deny Finding that you wouldn't want to have be back, the raging feeling was like if my heart was under attack You knew that there was nothing i can do about that, by that stage i could see myself in the future that ill break Felt so locked in was going to just fade away and thinking that i wouldn't make it to the next day I always knew love would come with a price, an invisible contact signed with the blood of my heart When you play this, i hope you play it twice, and you to know that you belong in my heart Ill make sure nothing will tear us apart, that's including the Lucifer of the dark Haters won't ever know how i really feel for you Tell me if can hear me rap this to you and picture the world from my view Feel my world from my shoes I had a six sense feel that you come back but How long will that last, me spending time with you, oh f** it well go so fast Once that time is up, i go back to what i usually feel But it's your love that keeps me real You see the face of an evil brain, angel heart, its you that pulled me out of the dark Do you feel the lightening spark, that sparks both in our hearts And i say i love you, will always love you, this is something else baby You are what saved me, you made come to the reality, i look, but still don't see Yeah Let's go