Wellwater Conspiracy - Van Vanishing lyrics

This feeling keeps rolling on Makes me so tired to feel The strength you've given me Now lays beneath my feet Collapse on a bed of nails The sharpness reminds me You're words so full of rage Try to cut me down this way Keeping a straight face On a crooked plane It's now I loose control Wipes out all in all (?) The layers begin to peal Now seems so unreal A showboating serpentine (??) Reminds me It's real You're here I love how you left it heal So tired of rolling on Got me searching The path you lead me down Van... van-ishing It's real You're here I love how you left it heal