I keep I keep friends away from me Don't say Don't say you're in love with me 'cause it hurts As a child I learned to hide Hold me for a while Then I'm gonna have to leave Life is always black and white When you see through eyes of steel Anger Anger is a part of me I've been Loyal to stupidity I need Something solid so desperately Hold me for a while Then I'm gonna have to leave I have filled my head with hate Right from the start it was too late Hold me for a while Then I'm gonna have to leave Disaster flirts with me I feel alive when knuckles bleed