Weeping Birth - The Mental Bloodtide lyrics

Naked I run through a lively maze Formed by breathing walls moaning their shame My eyes are melting, dripping on my cheeks Hollowing deep trails on my putrid face Clouds of pestilence surround me Formed by the stench of my decomposition Though I can still see I collapse in a mental blood tide The negation of my self I was given life but I refuse it Love is a lie I have only one way to escape It's the negation of my being For I am not... just an illusion I have to destroy my body and my mind Self rape Self desecration Self annihilation Self ruin Don't want to suffer this mistaken world I want to return to the perfection Nothingness But I am still captive of this carnal substance I need to shatter it With fire, ice, time and hatred... Hatred! Open me the gates of nothingness! But I am still a prisoner of this body I need to destroy it I want to rot entirely Though I am still alive I gnaw my mouldy limbs To accelerate my regression But I cannot die now Why? Creators, fear my revenge!