Weathered - Terminal lyrics

He opens his eyes it's time to start another day Another reminder of all the time he wastes He gets out of bed and turns on the light This isn't what he should be doing at ten o'clock on a Friday night He smiles on the inside his body is a shell He wants to be normal but nothing ever helps He lost every friend he ever cared about The ones he has left probably haven't figured him out He used to say his family could get him through the worst days But he knows its his own fault that hes always filled with hate Hate for the world hate for himself Hate for the fact that he feels left on a shelf He tries to pull through but catches a glance in the mirror He doesn't have the heart to tell anyone he hasn't been happy in years So he looks to his right and feels something that he trusts He looks to his left and knows that hes not the only one He puts his hand on his chest, he knows its not so bad Because he loves the friends he still has left and he still talks to his dad