We Were Skeletons - Mistakes lyrics

Time still binds me to this house A broken hollow shell Of a home of a place to rest my weary head But instead it pounds and it aches and rings all through my ears It makes me grow too sick, my body and my mind, Leave it to A stupid kid To find himself In a hole That his own Family Has dug Leave it to a stupid kid to lay on his a** And wonder filled with dreams and no action. What is it that keeps one trapped, Another's will to keep them there Or one's own keeping them too scared to leave, too cowardly to walk away I have this habit of disappointing myself, I've done it again, I haven't left This is not my first failure or fault I've met my share of them I can hear the voices scream 'give up, just give up kid' At the end of the halls I stand stupid scared Sleep to dream its the last thing you have to do, son the only thing The yard stands guard At the gate of these years that I hate What's it take to satiate the will of those binding me to my fate Of a broken state of mind just once leave me be at this house For I will grow into vines to choke these walls to d**h Bring me justice, leave these doors be Just for one night I lay in bed and can't sleep I walked around the house earlier To see my mother's bed flipped Mattress on the floor Lamp broken against the closet doors It makes me want to vomit When I think of how fragile he makes this house Oh how many times he has broken it for me I'm sick and in bed just hoping I can put it back together again But I'm growing lazy of wanting to fix it I want to leave this mess, I just can't think of leaving My family behind with him, I wish they'd leave with me