We Are the Ocean - Trials and Tribulations lyrics

I tried to keep all of my problems Locked up inside a crowded room Why should I show any feeling When my opinion's exiled to the shelf? I've forgotten myself, I don't want nobody's help I'm too tired to think, to breathe, to just be As long as you know this is the real me Am I just a test? I confess, my concern is my hell No way, how does this all fit? I didn't see what was happening Drown my pain with a gla** tonight I reach to hold what makes me alive No way, how does this all fit? I didn't see what was happening Drown my pain with a gla** tonight I reach to hold what makes me alive Down I go into black holes to find What I've been looking for on endless roads I walk in a haze, I try to stay to my own lanes I'm too tired to think, to breathe, to just be When will I crash and burn to sleep? Am I just a test? I confess, my concern is my hell The way I see it I've got two choices, to win or to fail No way, how does this all fit? I didn't see what was happening Drown my pain with a gla** tonight I reach to hold what makes me alive No way, how does this all fit? I didn't see what was happening Drown my pain with a gla** tonight I reach to hold what makes me alive Every corner I may take Always leads me back this way I see now it's crystal clear What I hear is what I fear No way, how does this all fit?