We Are the Ocean - The Waiting Room lyrics

I lose my hold as all the pieces start to unfold And now I see where this started to get away from me Around my neck, pressure holds it's grip so tightly And I regret everything that I said But it feels alright I might as well be dead I do this every night You can't understand How hard it is to be in bad business But it feels alright I might as well be dead I do this every night And you can't understand I'm twisted inside, I can't explain why I let go and then I lose control And I'm fallin' faster than I'd really like Down I go, further, out of control But it makes no sense to give up at this height I just need a sign to tell me I'm alright Locked in the waiting room My time is comin' soon There's no more life in me I'm tied to catastrophe But it feels alright I might as well be dead I do this every night And you can't understand I'm twisted inside, I can't explain why I let go and then I lose control And I'm fallin' faster than I'd really like Down I go, further, out of control But it makes no sense to give up at this height I just need a sign to tell me I'm alright No rewards, no excuses No life left in me No fortune, no favors No one here to save us I hide under the weight Because I'm so ashamed How could I be so wrong? Where did this feeling come from? I let go and then I lose control And I'm fallin' faster than I'd really like Down I go, further, out of control But it makes no sense to give up at this height I just need a sign to tell me I'm alright