WCR Records - My Demons lyrics

[Verse 1: Hack Naja] I'm in a dark place right now, no sun in my skies I can't stop thinking about how this whole world just dies Whats the meaning of existence, is there life after d**h? Nobody truly knows, until they take their last breath The sh** that I'm thinking it makes me physically sick I throw up all my food, I can't even talk to my clique I've never felt so alone, I just lie on the floor Wishing that a homie would just knock on the door Is this a vision of hell? This blackness that I see comin' These questions got me f**ed up, man I need to do somethin' But all I can think is, I'm gonna die anyway What's the point of all this bullsh** at the end of the day? I'm in a shadowed tunnel with no light, and no hope And nothing that I do can seem to help me cope So I'll lash out with violence to try to fight the fear Ready for anything, but when I look around... There's nobody here [Hook x2: Hack Naja] These are my demons, all the things that follow me in the night My Inner Demons, Look into my mind, you'll see it's not right These are my demons, my thoughts are twisted and they try to deceive My inner demons, I don't know what is true, I don't know what to believe [Verse 2: HAck Naja] I've got a cellar full of secrets of which nobody knows So many skeletons in my closet, I've got no room for my clothes They're like a kennel full of dogs, all infected with rabies Always tryin' to break out, and they're creepin' through me like scabies I feel infected with filth, like I'm f**in' dirty inside And there is no help or cure, so I'll just bury and hide I'm ashamed of myself, when I really think about it I don't deserve what I have, and there's no reason to doubt it These insecurities mount, and man the [wait/weight] is terrible My mind attacks itself, the pain is unbearable These secrets feel like bullet holes, that are spillin' my soul Alone I keep em' inside, the kid found the cold And it can be hard sometimes to keep my own mind controlled I mean we all die, and some of us just might grow old I'm slippin' off into the sea, just another casualty It's casually, these ways of darkness harvests people like me [Hook] [Verse 3: Hack Naja] They tell me people talk about me behind my back And that these people are my friends, they've got me all out of wack How can I trust you with these whispers all in my ear? How can I get away from all this hatred, anger, and fear? I just don't know where I can turn, or on whom I can rely It seems like all my bridges burn, nobody even said goodbye They point out my past, and at the people all around me Then they sit there and laugh, just like all those that surround me I can't take it anymore, I need up out of this place I look into the mirror, and see a stranger's face I feel ashamed, misplaced, my whole meaning erased In the eyes of those around me, all I see is disgrace These voices in my head, they're always tellin' me lies They've got me seein' clouds of darkness all in my skies They creep into my head, I'm fed up with their disguise I'm hopin' that a light will come, and then the truth will then rise [Hook]