WCR Records - Carry Me On lyrics

[Verse 1: Hack Naja] When I let go of this earth, just judge me by my worth Look at the things I've accomplished since the day of my birth Look at the tattoo on my back and every dot in my skin And you can see how when you back away, they merge and then blend I wrote in cursive and pen about my pain from within Sometimes it hurts to be so versatile, people think I pretend So when no words came to mouth, they came out in letters I'd send And if you've got one of those, a piece of my soul's in your hand I don't sleep deep enough to dream, I'm never fully at rest What this means is that my mind is never fully at it's best And there seem to be sometimes I find myself in a mess Blind sided, that violence can kind of help with the stress I'll stand alone at night, in downtown Austin and stare Cause I'm surrounded by people, but it's like there's nobody there Or I could take the help of a drink, and think to myself I don't care But I kinda feel defeated, I'm breathin' in idol air [Hook: Hack Naja] And I don't...I don't wanna go home tonight I'll just be alone, the ride'll be along that same dark road that I know People come and they go and people love and they grow But everything comes to an end and then you reap what you sew So on the day that I die, I hope the whole world cries It has to mean that I've accomplished something great in my life I know the story is long and all the glory is gone But after my heart's last beat, this song will carry me on [Verse 2: Hack Naja] And then I hear it bein' played in my funeral It seems cliche to me that it's so dark and you're beautiful And on that cloudy day, I hope your hearts will be true to your souls Part of me will always be alive in my music, you know But I think this state of mind is somethin' that keeps me anchored down Connected to where I'm from and what I've done in the underground Through music I can transcend time And It stills blows my mind that I've become someone who's really wanted now So I'll continue what I've started here, it's all that I've got And one day tell my son or daughters stories of all that it brought So when the time comes that I have to pa** away I'll have already pa**ed on everything that I wanted to say When they lay me down in my grave, I'll look to the sky Through the dirt and clouds, I'll see the stars through lifeless eyes Finally done with all the pain I took when I was alive If I never get to say it "This is my goodbye" [Hook]