Wayward Daughter - What i have done lyrics

Don't believe what you've lead yourself to believe When the ones you trust the most Will make you beg on your knees And they'll tear you into pieces till they've got what they need Then wake you up and tell you it was only a dream So go and tell the figures who are stuck in the haze That life is just a riddle and love is a maze And you'll never leave this town until the bills have been paid And if you try to lead me on I'll get you lost in the game And when my heart is beating like a marching band drum And I can't feel my feet and I can't hold my tongue I know if these words leave you totally numb That I'll still have the chance to take back what I have done So listen to these lyrics and forget all the rest Just sit back and think about how I tried my best I never meant to get myself caught up in this test But I did it anyway in the hopes you'd say yes So at the end of this when you're all alone I hope you'll regret and want to pick up the phone But you won't get an answer or a speak after the tone Cause you know I'll have forgotten you no I won't be home And when my heart is beating like a marching band drum And I can't feel my feet and I can't hold my tongue I know if these words leave you totally numb That I'll still have the chance to take back what I have done And when my head is spinning like a record player I hear your voice and I moment later I'll know if these words leave you totally numb That I'll still have the chance to take back what I have done I thought we could have it all But I've built back my walls I thought we'd have it all Built I've built back walls My walls etc And when my heart is beating like a marching band drum And I can't feel my feet and I can't hold my tongue I know if these words leave you totally numb That I'll still have the chance to take back what I have done And when my head is spinning like a record player I hear your voice and I moment later I'll know if these words leave you totally numb That I'll still have the chance to take back what I have done What I have done x3