Now, wait a minute Do you realize what you're saying Oh, I know what I'm saying I'm lying here the bed's white Someone turns off the light There in the dark I start to cry It all comes back to me The way we lived our lives And all the things we never feared We were not like all of them We didn't work we didn't worry All we had was money, money All we ever had was fame and fun When I look at me then When I look at me now I can understand the fall But I'll never know how There in the dark I cry It all comes back to me now Whether it was by substance Whether it was by car or If I fell in the distance Or if I thought a war I cannot remember If I was shot in the back Or If I drowned in my bath Now in this bed all day Now in this bed all night I still have my moment When they bring me out It is all that's left now Of this fearless mind A blink of my eye and Some times she smiles This white angel over me This angel touching me sometimes The way we lived our lives And all the things we never feared There in the dark I cry It all comes back