Inside It died Inside - there's someone inside Inside - there's someone inside Inside - I cannot hide Inside - from the one inside of me It lies - says things I despise It lies - it wants me to die It lies - I cannot hide From it's lies - from the things I do at night It cries these lies It keeps me up when I go to sleep This need to feed on the weak the meek and the naive I think I'd be a much better person If I could just get a single wink Why do you keep me up at night God damn I just want to go to sleep I'd come back a saint If I knew it would make a dent This guilt machine it winds me up and haunts my dreams It fuels it breeds it feeds upon my self esteem I gotta get drunk to get calm to go to bed I gotta get high to forget to go to bed It lies - says things I despise It lies - it wants me to die It lies - I cannot hide From it's lies - from the things I do at night It cries these lies It keeps me up when I go to sleep This need to feed on the weak the meek and the naive I think I'd be a much better person If I could just get a single wink Why do you keep me up at night God damn I just want to go to sleep I'd come back a saint If I knew it would make a dent