They k**ed me once this day They k**ed the hope temporarily They k**ed me once this day They k**ed the hope temporarily At the highest, It all fell down What we built and what we'd lived, vanished in a split second And I couldn't get the thing It was leading me, they were not alive in this How foolish to take this for granted And I lied awake, Unable to feel a thing I smoked the tears away Then hoping the doubt was still alive Buried in something And I went through the five stage I have cursed them, I trusted them I tried to make them join again After quite a while, not believing The depression lasted longer I caught a glimpse of my future When did my life has become my past I'm not ready to let that rest When did my life has become my past I'm not ready to let that rest They k**ed me once this day They k**ed the hope temporarily They k**ed me once this day They k**ed the hope temporarily