A damage past is haunting me Creeps in won't let me breathe I can't quite grasp psychotic thoughts (and me) the troubles lie beneath We won't back down its far too late Paying the price of endeless pain our love, our hate Which on will you embrace Now I can't pretend To live this life of plastic happiness This plastic happiness Because one chance is all we get to k** the questions in our minds Just one more chance to turn around this life Break through the structure that we see Reach true surrondings that we seek And force the path we know is right This won't conquer quietly We won't back down its far too late Paying the price of endeless pain our love, our hate Which on will you embrace I'm so sad to say I've watched this tragedy take everything away from me I write words for my own survival If you don't hear them then they mean nothing at all I won't live like this In plastic happiness