Waking Ashland - Shades Of Grey lyrics

I and I am to blame I sit here in shame I threw you away again And I, I send you my best I try to lay this to rest When you were my everything Shades of Grey And please fade away And oh what if I sit in vain Hey, and I'll look away Pretend I'm okay I'm back on the road again And please, could it be true That I still love you And my loves unworthy Shades of Grey And please fade away And oh what if I sit in vain Are you listening to my words? And I saw your smile pa** me by And landed far from me And what does that mean? Shades of Grey And please fade away Oh what if I sit in vain I and I ran away For I was afraid Afraid you'd be everything