I in the abyss on the ruins of my dreams My burnt world god treads on the cinders Envy and revenge two sisters i am their brother Is it my fault that i am a human being? I won't forget how the wind was blowing in your gardens I was your knight i was a traitor I, created to die, to fall into the abyss My existence for you to have your flower Your gardens grow on my soul The roots of your trees draw juice from my blood And yield fruit from my wounds Your world comes from my pain My wandering your triumph my cry for you to existmy feelings, longing,and rebellion I suffer at the bottom unnecessary for you For the first time the question- why me? The fire won't flare up in my soul Chained to my dreams forever Unfulfilled ,unreal but i last And ill be a thorn in your eye forever