VyOk - Paranoid Love and Demons lyrics

Each step I take I feel the Interference As time is passing I see all the people disappearing You know what the issue is but you're never going near it Spent my entire life but I still can't find a cure This is where it all ends Caught between a tall fence In the midst of violence and silence I guess it just all depends Had to just find the occasion again There was no use for erasing the past Let it go through there's no taking it back I let myself fade into black MOTHERfu*kER DON'T YOU EVER ATTEMPT ME TURNED TO THE DEVIL WHEN EVERYONE LEFT ME NOBODY GETS ME GIVE IT A REST ALREADY END EVERYBODY NO MATTER HOW MANY YOU CALL ME A VILLAIN, BUT AM I? IT'S EASY TO SEE WHO'S THE BAD GUY HOPE THAT YOU DIE IN THE PLACE YOU RESIDE CHAOS IN SILENCE, COMMIT TO VIOLENCE YES, NOW I FEEL A LITTLE TENSE DEMONS ONLY GET ASCENSION TWISTED WITH EVERYTHING fu*k YOUR PERCEPTION SHOW YOU MY HATRED NOT MY AFFECTION I MOVE ALONG WITH THE COFFIN HEAR THE NOISE OF THE TALKING STEP ASIDE THEY'RE WATCHING HOWS IT FEEL TO BE STARVING? I'm out of ideas, blanket expression Head is a mess, I can't pay attention Are you talking to me or are you talking to them? Neither? Just leave us a message Every negative ideas feeding the vessel Leaving my body i feel the distress If only you feel what I feel in my chest, it's as real as it gets I need to get checked up just from my neck up so they can see what's inside of my head I feel like I'm dead it's been too many times that I've said it It's coming to greet me if it wants to eat me I'll let it My childhood is gone I'm living life wrong I can't see tomorrow Now i feel the starving MY HEAD IS FULL, IT'S ALL PARASITES THINK ABOUT IT ALMOST ALL THE TIME WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES I SEE NO SURPRISE GETTING CLOSER TO MY OWN DEMISE THERE IS NOTHING THAT WILL LAST FOREVER I ALWAYS TRY TO PUT IT BACK TOGETHER BUT I KNOW I CAN'T ALWAYS HOLDING BACK EVERY EMOTION, MY WOUNDS ARE ALL OPEN I WANNA FEEL, WHAT IS REAL LET MY HEART, JUST HEAL I FEEL LIKE I'VE LOST, I'M LIFELESS THINKING OF HOW, I CAN GET OUT THIS CRISIS? NOW MY HEADS IN THE CLOUDS, CANT COME BACK DOWN FEELING THE CHANGE OF CLIMATE THROWING THE DICE, I CAN'T DO THIS TWICE NOW ALL I CAN HEAR IS SILENCE