Lack of success in the start Umbilical cord around neck Whispers (from the other side) heard for the first time Summoning to a stable state Unsuccessfully died for the first time Body holding enough life to survive Too long without oxygen Major braindamage created Just survived from the d**h Unable to communicate Totally unsucceeded as a child No-one to care for or to live by Totally unsucceeded life Nothing to live for - no way to die Life's pa**ing by - Institutionalized Can't understand when to feel good or bad Parents pa**ed away in an ancient Relatives couldn't take the shame Pushed in orphanage all alone Left in there without a friendly soul Totally unsucceeded as a child No-one to care for or to live by Totally unsucceeded life Nothing to live for - no way to die From institution to another Meaningless transportation of disabled