Volumes - Waves Control lyrics

f** it, why don't you just let me overdose? I did it again, and woke up again Tired of running from all these withdrawals, keep losing my friends This might be my end All of these d** while I'm counting my ends f** it I'm dead f** it I'm dead inside… and now you know why Now that I'm gone, I'm on the run Alone in my room I look down at my gun Picking it up, I don't want to give up But I'm stuck in this rut that I've dug and I'm f**ed The d** didn't help I blame myself for the sh** I've been dealt Tell you I'm cool but I'm losing my grip Tell you I'm good but I'm losing my sh** You didn't want to take him to the hospital All you really wanted was his capital Another one lost that we cannot predict This is a plague and we cannot pretend Another mistake too much gas in your lungs When you stick in that needle and watch what's alive Letting go of all I've ever known I wanna feel the wave's control Tighten its grip around my throat Crashing over me, I'm holding on Feel the narcotics might never wake up All of the bodies just start to pile up And that's when it hits you rips you perplexed Now you are floating, it's on to the next Now I'm letting go, let the chemicals control I'm holding on Always dismissed do you get the gist? I'm holding on Letting go of all I've ever known I wanna feel the wave's control Tighten its grip around my throat You never really ever gave a sh** Always kneeling down I'm an addict with a crown Don't you love the sound when my body hits the ground Why don't you just let me drown? f** it, why don't you just let me overdose? I did it again, and woke up again Tired of running from all these withdrawals, keep losing my friends This might be my end All of these d** while I'm counting my ends f** it I'm dead f** it I'm dead inside… and now you know why