Volumes - Hope lyrics

All flashbacks lost in my way stuck on the black smacked down on my face Yea I’ve been handicapped by ball and chain Locked down in my cell 4 walls can relate Facts Lil kid but bigga picture in the photograph Out playin but landed myself in Alcatraz Outcast intact hooked to a polygraph Lookin to find myself but lost again like artifact Over yesterday stealin hours away its all for nothing Still I can relate enough to think that you’ll be fine I get it out the way, take another saint Its all for nothing else but numbing the pain and still I hope that you’ll be fine I’ve been trying to reach you with these words that don’t get into your head All our bridges are burning and there’s nothing we can do but pretend and hope Lost cause can I still find hope Find a way to cope But I still the antidote Noose tied tight on the rope till I choke But I won't stop breathing till the top the slope Say my prayers and put me down the rest All my demons be calling me but I feel blessed The needle callin me got me feelin stress Keep on waking up another crest of the chest Over yesterday stealin hours away its all for nothing Still I can relate enough to think that you’ll be fine I get it out of the way, take another saint Its all for nothing else but numbing the pain and still I hope that you’ll be fine I’ve been trying to reach you with these words that don’t get into your head All our bridges are burning and there’s nothing we can do but pretend and hope So sick of the lies The whole world jus died Jus look at my eyes and then you realize That I’m really jus that high I OD’D and demised And baby don’t cry jus pray up at the sky Don’t justify when I’m crucified then glorified and then amplified I (Oh love sing it to me say run, dare me to breathe Show me the pattern now, and there’s nothing we can do but pretend and hope