Void Of Vision - Sunrise lyrics

I'm fading And I feel like you forgot me Trying to keep me close, has proved too f**ing hard I'll try take back all the pain that I've dealt Why would I ever mean to cause you harm Why do I feel the need to prove myself When everything I do just proves me wrong It's getting harder to grasp how to face facts from my past Coz I'm the living f**ing proof that all nice guys finish last I'm coming to terms, with watching my world burn I'm wasted, wasting away, I'm learning to love The things that I said that I used to love to hate Sleeping on the floor doing d** that I can't afford Just to watch the sunrise And when I crawl back home Would you stay awake for me And when I crawl back home I know you'll be there To tell me that I'm still alive With your hand placed in mine I can feel the shame rushing through your veins Stemmed to the pain pledged in your arteries Your blank stare Sheds a tear out of your worn eyes Your lips are pale, from the cigarettes they're all cracked and dry But please know, that with a little faith I'll return once again to see this smile that your face Don't give up on me