Vixen - Can't Control Myself lyrics

I've gotta fill this space inside my head Where the earth comes creepin' in So I'll feel no need for cleansin' Don't wanna need you running through me again Retrograde emotion leaves me One step behind I think that I I'd do well in a paddle cell Don't wanna hurt mayself,but REFRAIN: I can't control myself with you I can't build a wall high enough to Keep me from crashing into you You come to unravel me and leave me lifeless While idle strays enjoy the feast I'm looking for deliverence Is this my own hell or is it yours? Can angels tell the difference anymore? I'm chillin' in this hot bed of Paranoia and fear I think that I'm dead if I do And I'm dead if I don't I wanna kick it, but -REFRAIN- I'm sick of needing only you