Vision Divine - A Perfect Suicide lyrics

Two pills: I'll be free, don't you think? Is it the only way? One rope for my throat ‘round that pole One jump through the gla** of that door Flying down to the floor One blade for my veins like a kiss Time to close my eyes Time to say goodbye Time for some of you To shed some hollow, deceitful tears All my life's been a joke Plenty of misery I've been chasing memories Of the child that I keep in my mind …A perfect suicide… You'll never see me crying… That is a fair way to close with my pain …A perfect suicide… There's only a way to go… Out of this world where my hopes were foreclosed and lost I can see your eyes full of scorn Have you ever thought I was so afraid and desperate You hate what you fear, that's the truth That's your call: I'm done I'm one step closer to you Time to close my eyes Time to say goodbye Time for some of you To shed some hollow, deceitful tears All my life's been a joke Plenty of misery I've been chasing memories Of the child that I keep in my mind …a perfect suicide… You'll never see me crying… That is a fair way to close with my pain …a perfect suicide… There's only a way to go… Out of this world where my hopes were foreclosed and lost …a perfect suicide…