Violent J - The Marsh Lagoon lyrics

[Madrox] If everything is going my way Then why does it s** so much to be everywhere today I'm like the captain of the football team And every girl who's someone in my school they wanna s** my dick or sleep with me I get big props and high fives For them quarterback sneaks from the thirty yard line I never f**ed with d** I only drink for the buzz I can handle my liquor and my daddy is a judge And he looks out for me But what about the prom queen it's been at least two Week since she's been heard from or seen Susan Quesada, her mama is a lawyer and her daddy is a doctor Her picture's in my locker Her body's in the lagoon, underneath the lilly pads Glow from the moon, dark watery tomb Consumed her body then pulled her below I wrapped her in my letterman coat and slit her throat Then I let go, the loudest splash I ever heard And from that day forward I haven't spoken a word [Chorus] The marsh lagoon (so many wanna dump there dead here) Only the water (the waters know what stories they bare) [Monoxide] My names not important You never thought you'd see the day when you would see Me again but now I caught you I've been abused, confused but uplifted So I choose to keep this inside but that's shifted To a hate that will keep me alive until your heart stops Padlock your pine box and drop it in a black marsh To hell and back is where my mind has been And once upon a time I had a friend I thought I really could confide in Bad scratches and I touch it, uncomfortable feelin Can't sleep much at night, I'm crawlin the ceilin Got me feelin like I'm sick and depressed Cause everybody that I've told, well they just laid it to rest But now I'm twenty five, and I'm sick of all the talk And now I'm stalkin you Waiting by the door that you'll be walkin through No disguise so you can recognize my face, and all the shame and disgrace Will be the reason I dismantle you I handle you like a candle, break you in half and then I laugh at you Soak you in gas and make you flammable I burn the body and I gather the ash And then I sprinkle the lagoon every time I get the chance [Chorus] [Violent J] I got dark secrets, initially I told everybody One day I'ma snap and leave a crime scene bloody But they only think I'm playin I'm just Dave from Donut Hut They always like "What up Dave Nut" when I show up, but That doesn't really bother me I suppose Yet there's a darkness inside of me which eagerly grows When I was younger I murdered off some neighborhood squirrels And this abandoned garage was like my own private world Now its honey, I had a bad dream again, I'm trippin Demons eatin me alive and burnin within, I gotta feed it I roll down another dark street I'm tryin to find somethin alive so I can smother out its heartbeat I'm thinkin a hooker, you think I'm bullsh**tin I reached for my leathers but I only found my wife's mittens In the glove box, circled some blocks, I picked the chick up I let her s** the dick up, before I cut her neck up She kicked for em and I'm not puttin much in it Never thought I'd get this bad, I'm glad I did it, I admit it Feels so much better, a neck wetter, a throat shredder I got blood on my sweater and I better not get ahead of myself The first matter is disposable of the body I found the perfect spot out past my uncle Marty's There's some hidden lagoon where it be dark all the time I dumped her there and got on with mine [Chorus] [Violent J] Only the trees Only the fish Only the bugs And only the water Truly really know what happened that night What went wrong, and how they got there (x2) [Chorus]