Vintage - Glimpse lyrics

[Verse 1: Just Jay] Its Simple I don't need to make this sh** eventful I been cool, chillin with the n***as and a b**h too I'm that dude, ask about me if you need to I'll rap that, then I'll kick back like it's kung-fu You see fool, it don't take a lot just to be you Deceitful, talking bout a wretch but you ain't 3-2 Done a bit of dirt in my life but I stay true Ain't about the six if I tell you what I ran through It's cool now, had a little rant but it's cool now It's all foul, where it's either foul out or get fouled But f** that, I just wanna chill, maybe come round And sit down and kick back and be quiet but smoke loud I be about, See me in the field or in my own house Calm down, You ain't about this life boy calm down One bens? Nah G I wanna smoke the whole ounce It's peak bro, my life's all f**ed and I dunno how Got shipped out, yeah I got away from this road life Mum cried, six years abroad she never said why Homesick, still never cried more than five times I'm a big guy, heart turned cold like I'm Suge Knight Once I built four zoots my n***a I got so high It's no lie, cause now ground floor feels like cloud nine It's high time, I came through the door and took what's mine On stage, dickhead! You could never rob my shine [Verse 2] I never smoked weed till I was 19 In my dreams, I had a good job and had a wifey My mum still loves me, but if she sees her son on the streets with these neeks man I swear she won't be happy I f**ed up, took the wrong path that's how I got here I'm alone now, no one really cares about the kid G That's why I have a mental spin spin and a sticky Sitiing in a whip b, thinking about life and how it could be Get girls, I don't wanna settle down I wanna be that rude kid, rapping from that ghetto town London, N1, stand up I rep there I was nine and I nearly got shanked on my dads stairs I ran, never saw my dad for like six years The next year, my mum got married to a next breh No it dont stop there, even though my step dad was the groom my mum said I was always the best man there [Verse 3] In primary, had a shaky start to my first years I was fat, and no one really liked me for my big ears Had four friends, made them in the space of like four years So no fear, had to get used to having no fear In year four, never understood things fully Beefing with the white kids moving like a rookie I beat up my bully, and when the girls saw it they liked me, I guess that there was power in that p**y In uni, still with the friends that I left with Made new ones, now I got a gang you don't mess with I'm loyal, no I don't ever make a lane switch Ride or die, clique coming like a mans main b**h It's my life, I made this track to tell my story Everybody knows now, I'm heading for that glory Standing tall at 6"3, you're looking at a new me with new jeans and a pair or air max looking too clean Music is funny, I don't do it for the money I just want my track to be heard by my mummy And mummy I'm sorry, there's a lot I ain't said about my past but the future looks bright for your sonny I hope you still love me, I hope you still love me Cause when I go church it's like God don't want me You say he's always got me, sometimes I get on my knees and I pray but the prayers don't stop me Born Sinner