Vinnie Paul - Stand or Walk Away lyrics

I was told that life is beautiful Well I'm not looking through those eyes Wished upon a star and watched it fall away Well that's just one more thing That could never be forever Everything I touch turns to the opposite of gold It could be sh** It could be coal That's just the way it goes Do I lead them astray Do i push them all away I feel so cold From the exit of my soul Don't know whether I should k** or cry Don't know if I should live or die Should I stand or walk away Don't know whether I should be myself or change Hold my ground or rearrange Should i stand or walk away I've been told that we live and learn As i look through tear-soaked eyes I'm full of scars but I'm not made of stone And my heart's exposed My transparent life of terror A sacred promise that's sealed by a ring of gold It can't be bought It can't be sold But you have to keep a hold Did I throw it away Because of my ways It feels so cold Now that i have lost my soul Don't know whether I should k** or cry Don't know if I should live or die Should I stand or walk away Don't know whet her I should be myself or change Hold my ground or rearrange Should I stand or walk away My stomach aches as I feel the sting That runs through me Lay my head into my hands Falling to the ground I look up to the sky Please help me find my way back home Don't know whether I should k** or cry Live or die Should I stand or walk away Don't know whether I should be myself or change Rearrange Should I stand or walk away